The Eljay

there's an odd woman in our house. she was sposed to score some weed with the neighbor kid. he never answered the door. she's been hangin out here for a few hours. havin some beers. now im pretty sure her and chris are suckin face. neat? idk. idk how i feel about this one. she's like..31. she's cool, i guess. rabbit dont like her, he straight up bit her hard. i find that amusing.

im glad that a couple beers still doesnt affect me like it used to. otherwise i wouldnt have the cognative faculties to describe the unsureness of this even...oh god i hear weird smacking sounds. there's a moan. fuck my life, im going to bed.

my lab was not in the lab room. lights were off, door was locked. i checked online, the lab wasnt cancelled....idk what to do! perhaps they moved, but i searched two floors, and nobody was around. did they go on a field trip without me?!? /pout.

now i guess ill go home for the next 3 hours before lecture. same bio class. fun times.

i had bad dreams the last two nights in a row. dont remember the first one it detail, but i just woke up, and this one was kinda vivid. i was in some sort of alien prison, with cell mates who were obviously alien themselves. they call could speak english, of course. for some reason, we were trying to break out. there were conference rooms that looked like campus lecture halls set up, that inmates were allowed to use for movies and such, and we hijacked one of those, and someone made a short flash video of our escape route. something else was going on, and i was very uncomfortable with something...as in, my emotions were all out of wack, leaning towards the bad side, but nothing in detail. i woke up very confused and very anxious. it was weird, and i didnt like it. i keep waking up early, thinking something bad is going to happen. wtf, yo. i dont want this to go on anymore, it makes my day look like its gonna suck big time. i might take a shower to try to wash off all the slight memory of my dream, and im starving right now. peace out.

its me again. i found eljay. im watching futurama.

um.

thats all i got!

so hi eljay. its me. seanie.

i has a gf.

she's cute.

ah lerves her.

ummm....dont work anymore, but i need more because im reallly tight on money right now, and we have a huuuuge trip to texas next month, and i hope we can still finagle the ticket prices. we have enough as of right now, but i need to pay rent an pay a hefty bill:( its gonna be freakin tiiiight. i can make something work, but i wanna have that security and knowledge that we can go through with it. itll be the biggest trip ive had before, specially with someone im in love with.

knowwutimsayin?

for show.

she's snoozin on the couch, and idk what to do, but i should at least wake her up before anything. we still need to take showers and get our asses in gear cuz we got errands to run.

bye guys!

its sean:) im back and in bindess. so here's how things are right now:

someone stole my cell phone at arena 51 the other night. WHO STEALS A FUCKING CELL PHONE?! not only was it cheap in price, but in quality as well. i just stored all my numbers in there, and its FUCKING HARD to get them back. all i want is the SIM card, but nooooo. its turned off, or whatever. jerks.

i am now good friends with an amazing girl, whom is friends with my ex, and we never really talked at all until recently, and then we hung out with some of our friends together and shot some pool. it was great! and now her and i have been chatting away about absolutely everything under the sun! i like her whole lots of bunches:) and we get to hang out this thursday again for pool, and then friday for pretty much the whole day! i cant wait!

im gonna apply for financial aid/grants/money so i can go to MCC this fall. how cool would that be?!?! and id be going with my new friend who's AMAZING, along wiht some of my other friends i already know:) im excited even more!

chris is leavin on saturday for good for his iraq tour. for a year. suck! he's pretty much my brother, and i love him like one, and he's just gonna be missed a lot. ill be worried about him until he gets back, thats all i know.

my car....is running the best it ever has in a very long time. i replaced/fixed a couple things that made me break down last week, so im actually feeling safer to drive my car than ever before! lol. i still wont let anybody drive my baby.....nobody knows how to handle her like i do;)

i miss someone a lot right now, but at the same time, it gives me time to step back and breathe, readjust myself, and figure out how to approach the coming future. i have questions that need to be answered, and feelings i need to know what to do with. know what i mean? of course you do. everybody does. and if you dont...stop reading:)

thats all i can think of right now. im talkin to my new friend right now, and we're gabbin about lots of good stuff. later kids:)

so. sean here. i found LJ again. for the umpteenth time.

im single. i dont like it. mostly because i love someone still.

im bored. i dont have much money, or anybody to hang out with, because the best friend and i arent talking anymore. and he's leaving in a couple weeks for iraq. sucks.

and im restless right now. i want something to do! call me! 766-1160! or IM me or something! flyingroachboy!

MYSPACE ME even! myspace.com/wowfriendsonly.

see? and who said its hard to get ahold of sean?

NOW DO IT! lol:)

so. its wash, rinse, and repeat with this one too. we were good for almost a full year.

im sad. cheer me up.

oh, and i deleted my myspace account. i felt like it. sorry if it makes it harder to reach me...lol

hi errbody:) its me again. the sean. i have an LJ, and its not exactly what i would call 'my daily updated blogg' but its something nonetheless.

ok. i have this girlfriend. she's stunning and amazing. and she called me a while ago, and now i cant sleep :x its ok though because i got a few hours in before i woke up. its like 2:11 now, and im wide awake and bushy tailed. and i have an 8-7 in the morning.

but you know what? idc.

i TOTALLY am buying a Wii:) just gotta wait til after x-mas.

Hello precious eljay:) ive missed you so. that dreaded myspace has taken over my digital life, and left me with little memory of what you used to provide. i remember when you had to pay for an eljay, or you got a free code from someone who paid for one. i remember who i got my free code from. i wonder how he's doing...

and then....there were my eljay friends! oh, to read into the minds of my cohorts, and see how their daily lives impacted their way of thinking. i remember looking forward to reading little anecdotes and cute leet-speak ditties. i remember stories, even one of my own. i remember learning about lj-cut shortly thereafter (thank you, alex...mwuah) and then the avatars. oh yes, that was classic. that was the first time i had uploaded a crappy picture of myself for all to see. not unlike myspace, but just a smaller pixelated image.

i remember getting in trouble in PIG for checking/updating my eljay. those were the days. i had a trifecta going...eljay, ebaumsworld, and mail checking. now, im lucky if i remember i have 4 email accounts, and what the passwords are! myspace is choking the memory of anything decent out of my cerebral cortex, and replacing it with weird backgrounds, strange fonts, and music videos out the digital ass. oh well. at least i still have some sanity left. plus, im uploading a video right now, which maybe...just maybe...might work this time. good old myspace. providing old wrinkly stalkers a chance to gawk at underage teenage girls kissing for a few years now:) with that, im outie 5000. peace the fuck out, yall:)

myspace is the devil. it makes you forget about teh LJ.

so. eljay. um...i just downed a bud select. it was tastier than regular bud. im becoming a beer tester. my next test is Sam Adams Cherry Wheat. its at wegmans, and i was like...OOH! so. thats friday night. i still dont like beer as much as my liquor, but its getting to be a close call. *shrug* either way, im happy:) later kids.

not driving sucks. ho hum. just another day. later kids. imma play some resident evil 4. blowing people's heads off just seems to make make things AWESOME.

so. i found eljay again. MXC is on spike tv, and chris and i are contemplating a flick. a pelicula. a movie, for chrissakes! lets see....work its killer, my car could be better, my birthday is coming up, i miss my gf, and im hungry. WOOT! ok...later yall:)

wow! its been a long time since i remembered about this. well, it was a spur of the moment thing, and so i decided to say hi to everyone, and happy chrismahanakwanzika to all:)

so i went to syracuse on friday-sunday morning....and it was awesome! i saw my hunny, and it was just great to see her and celebrate her birthday! even on that cold rainy day:) we went to the flea market, and then carousel mall (which is bigger than i remember) and i had so much fun. she was so cute! i love her lots:) im glad my car made it! in fact, it only took me a 1/4 tank to get there! score:) i LOVE my car. like....uber:) ok, bedtime. work tomorrow...8-7. ick. later peeps!

~moi

any fans of adult swim? how bout robot chicken? most of the short animations are rediculous and stupid-funny, but once in a while, they make something classic, such as this Voltron exclusive......get served!!

so...if you dont have myspace, and you havent read the news on my blog over yonder, then listen up:

as of the 14th day of (r)ocktober, two double-o cinco, im officially a liscences, registered, and insured motorist.

FLIPPIN WOOT!

so im sittin here. no big deal. played ratchet and clank: up your arsenal all morning. beat it again. nobody's around to chill with. kids are here, and id rather not be. ill be able to drive my car finally on saturday, or sunday at the latest. yes, legally. insured and registered. i just wanna do something today...clubhouse or SOMETHING. call me. 486-4940. save me from my ultimate boredom. ptfo.

so i didnt have to work yesterday cuz i called in beforehand like my other manager said to do on friday, and they were overstaffed so i got to stay home. i drove around a lot, back and forth, and did basically squat except put money in the bank and pay my rent. and i have a feeling today will be about as uneventful. i COULD play ddr here, or even go to the clubhouse and pay to play on the real deal, but thats all stuff i do on a regular basis. i need change. i need something i havent done in a while. i could even drink today cuz i have my own bottle of green apple vodka and a bottle of white wine....but thats for special occasions and headaches. i want to see a movie...a cheap-o one perhaps, but i wont discriminate for a decent new one. theres actually quite a few out that id pay to see. i thought of buying a few movies yesterday at the mall, or games or something. i decided not to because i cant afford to spend on myself anymore...not a lot anyway. im starting from scratch again and saving up for insurance, etc. on the car. i neeeeed it. more than you think. not only to get back and forth to work, but because there's someone too far away from me that i need to see, who i miss severely, and who i love a great deal. its been a whole month since ive seen her. we've been together over 3 months, and in that time, we've seen each other...what...3 times? yeah. 3 weekends out of 3 months. those arent very good statistics. its like.....holding something valuable above my head, and only letting me get it a few times out of a lot.

*sigh* i miss her like you wouldnt believe. she's so great.....when im with her, problems melt away in her smile. pain disappears in her embrace. the world disappears when we kiss.

im off to have more breakfast because lately i havent been able to eat enough. i dont eat regularly so when i do have something, i have to eat more than usual. idk. ill try to make today a good day:) later kids.